Ascension and the Journey Home

9
THE CIRCLE OF LIGHT
Part 2 of 2

Understand that the objective viewing of reality from the center of the light has profound and personal psychological effects. It breaks down the perimeters of your self perception. With that sense of perception there sometimes comes depression, fear, and confusion. That is the animal passing these things in front of the light for you to recalibrate your sense of perception. These things are not to be feared but to be understood. It's a natural process of gleaning your perception so that your reaction to the events that surround you will be different. These experiences should be earnestly considered. If you feel sad, depressed or lonely, the sadness may be a perception that you are isolated and alone. Isolation and loneliness are only the result of your in- body experience. As that perception comes to you in the circle of light, you can perceive it as a falsehood. Your behavior patterns are then altered by your sense of perception. This is carried into life situations. You don't have the same emotional or physical reactions, because your sense of perception has changed. Usually this occurs near death, or during the actual death experience on the next level up from life. The eternal consciousness is always present within the animal incarnation itself it is often hidden behind the veil. You find that the eternal consciousness you experience while kneeling at an altar is lost when you move back into life and into your old sense of perception. From the circle of light, you can begin to see that it is your past experiences of this lifetime that have given you that sense of perception. With a gentleness and honesty you can deal with those emotions and they will not return. The animal will often flee back towards the illusion where it feels is safe and secure. Integrate our human and eternal spirit at their own pace with gentle and compassionate hands. Not forcing one's progress for it can be counterproductive. Do not criticize yourself for in the darkness you could not see.

When you move into this perception, there is an adjustment period, a cascade effect involving all the senses of perception that need to be dealt with, emotional problems, religious doctrines, philosophies and science. Most often it will happen easily and naturally. If you fight against the adjustment, you are dragging the animal back into the darkness. When you actually stand in the light of truth and understand the animal you are in, the body and the physical experience as it really is, you can be reassured and comforted, in a way the animal isn't frightened, and you are working with the animal in your own consciousness to help change its sense of perception. Explore different life experiences from the center of truth, from the point of view of the eternal being, and you will adjust and acclimate quickly. Don't struggle with it. Go with it. Understand not to judge the memories that are coming up but where they are coming from. Be the beloved one that helped others ascend the staircase. Perceive yourself as you truly are, not waiting until after you die to leave the animal, but take the animal and have it help you, so that it can use it's instincts of the predator to hunt out the truth in all things of life. Standing at the door, when others come after whatever length of time, with whatever sense of perception, whatever journeys they made, greet them in this humble, yet divine animal form of man, reminding them that you were there when they were in the darkness. Greet them in the light because you love and perceive the truth. That becomes your unique expression of life.

Standing within the circle of light of truth, you experience a desire to help others. From that perspective, with the illusion broken, you know you are going along with their dreams, their wants, their desires. How can you help? Does a mother help a child when she carries him so long he doesn't learn to walk? Does the marriage work when more struggle and misery is the only outcome? Many philosophies and religions say it is pain that is the teacher, giving the student insight. That is true, but who is the author of your life? Is it God? No, He gave it to you to choose and to co-create with Him. If you are miserable and sad, justifying it by this condition or this situation, or making yourself a servant through obligation, that is your choice. When you choose to fulfill the wishes of God -- and it is His wish above all else "for you to be happy and prosper" -- then you truly begin to serve with love. You become the example of happiness and joy, choosing happiness and helping others find that happiness, so that they don't have to live in conflict and depression. This is serving yourself by serving others, helping each other into the circle of light and truth, into what you always dreamed of as the life God would want for you.

Why is my life so miserable and I have no peace, joy or prosperity? A good question causes one to explore the hidden agenda of this life experience.

In the light, the earth a thousand, million times re-created is just a small portion of what you have. Life within the illusion, with all its splendor, doesn't have to be lived in sorrow, made confusing, made difficult, made a struggle. You can allow yourself just to be happy. Then the earth, the elements of nature, coincidences, a series of events, are all set in motion to fulfill that. When you move into the harmony of feeling "It's life, just an in-body experience", then nature, the world and all other things just seem to manifest more of the happiness and joy. Often, you must even struggle to stay miserable by seeking dark corners that are painful. It is a habit.

Standing in the circle of light your mind can begin to open and perceive reality. You may back away thinking, "No, no, God's in charge of life, and He made this situation for me." Maybe a truer perspective is, God did make this situation, but He lets you create it around you. Since you are a creature of habit, you choose the dark corners and the painful experiences even though you protest them, not realizing that if you would just let them go, they would fade away as dreams do in the morning. The darkness and pain can be replaced with the experiences of the joy of life, happiness and peace, naturally, without any struggle, without having to do a lot of metaphysical or spiritual work. It is your natural state of being as an eternal entity, in the body of the animal, standing in the circle of light. All the events, choices and decisions that the animal experiences would become happy ones, no longer responding to the negative. So these decisions come naturally from the new instinct of the animal, who when the time came, knew better than to stay in the darkness.

The animal and the eternal being are mixed together. Man is the animal's base element mixed with his purest, eternal nature. You swim in this mixed consciousness, choosing the thoughts of the animal, the thoughts of the mind, and the thoughts of the spirit. You do this just as easily as you move your hand through space to pick up a cup. You are part animal, part mental, part emotional, part spiritual, all together as one. You are in that symbiotic relationship that has no hard, defined lines, which is a perfect in-body experience. You are mapping out your life as a series of experiences in a physical, three dimensional reality, with a limited perspective having a beginning and an ending, so that when you have experienced enough, you can give up your life for the truth within the circle of light. You receive a mantle of understanding and wisdom that means the passage of the animal. The illusion will not survive in the physical life for long once it stands in the light of truth. Who can behold the face of God and still live? Who could touch the Ark of the Covenant and survive? To embrace God, or the pure truth, literally removes you from the illusion into the true reality of the eternal being.

In that joint union that will exist for a time, you will move back and forth, until finally you lose the ability to stay within the lie, and you no longer will exist in the physical plane. You will pass from this life to another. It is like what happens within the illusion to the animal at death. A person lives so many years or moments or decades, and then by an inner mechanism, they pass into the light of truth just before the instant their life ends. The mortal person they were is carried to a reality where they can explore themselves, their problems, their wants, their likes, come to terms with their life and then be led farther and farther until they make it home. It is not necessary, though, to wait until you die to perceive the truth. You can simply move into that form of thinking. The light of reality and truth always illuminate the pathway home.

From the center of the circle of light, you can look out at society, see all the woe, all the harm, and understand why there is suffering. There is a purpose for some to suffer, some to cry, some to have the hard times as part of their life experience. It has always been your free will and choice in order for you to become an individual. Let us not pass judgment. Let us just understand that the school is going to be closing. That is what you are waiting for as an individual, what humanity is waiting for, for the ascension back to the truth, to eternity.

All the pain and suffering you see is a choice of the symbiotic relationship. All the money that has gone into war, could have been put into aid, help and humanities well being. Where would this world be now if those choices and decisions had been made? We have created this reality through time. We have put half a trillion dollars into the war machine for nothing. For what? What territory have we gained? What security do we have? We have fear, war, and pending nuclear and biological disaster. We have not done well, but that was our choice. It was what we needed, to play this school of experience out both design an chance to bring in all the class's of past, present an beloved future. Now that the animal is always in fear, struggling against poverty and violence, it is forcing all to reevaluate what we have really created. The governments of the world are now so monstrous, they are actually taking the food, security and shelter away from those who need it, to play war games. It is necessary for you to see this, so you will have a personal treasure of experiences which would be irrational and impossible in eternity. The forces of darkness seem to be overwhelmingly against us. This too shall pass.

The graduation of mankind from the illusion is approaching. These present conditions and situations are the cause and effect for transformation and change. All this is necessary for your evolutionary process to occur. The generations that came before you propagated a sense of perception that God is far away from you, that joy and happiness come after you die, instead of in this life, that there are only spurts of love and happiness possible for you, or that they are for the rich or for someone else. When you find comfort through whatever religion or philosophy you are studying, realize that it is the core, the essential truth within all religions which speaks to you -- that you are an eternal entity, your kingdom is without end, and you have an eternal home where there is no pain and death, where there is always hope fulfilled. Then for a brief moment of time, you may see into truth, look back and know that whatever comes in life, you'll make it through, maybe kneeling at an altar, or shrine, or in a temple, or your own room. Truth has always surrounded you. It has always been for you to make choices and decisions about yourself. Once you know this, then even as a beggar, you can see yourself satisfied with what you are experiencing. If your current life is not what you want, quit struggling. A door will open, an opportunity will appear, and you will be able to make a different life for yourself.

The circle of truth is never separate from any point in time. It has been there throughout the ages. It's up to you to step into that circle. God has allowed you choices and decisions and incarnations to be what you are and have what you enjoy. For at that altar, it is written: "All Is Forgiven, Including Yourself".

God's gift to you is your freedom of choice. Understanding that, you can come to the center of truth and light and do good because you want to do good, not out of guilt or shame, or because you fear reprisal if you don't. You do good because you truly enjoy and desire it. It's what you want to do. So if it is sharing a crust of bread between beggars, or a glass of water with someone who is thirsty, or if it's saving a world or a nation from hunger or starvation or war, or if it's bringing God's children to the point of their ascension, it's one and the same. The scale doesn't matter. It's whatever is there for you to do with your talent or ability. You have free will of choices. This is where the truth of your eternal identity begins to radiate from the light of truth out into the world. It's not for your personal gain, but because you are evolving. You are in the process of ascension, becoming a unique eternal entity with the understanding and appreciation of who you truly are. You give up your incarnation, your life, your personal self-experience, to serve God's divine work, His will to make mankind happy and prosperous. You evolve to help one another gain the personal treasures of the interpersonal relationships of the children, one neighbor helping another, a true eternal reward, by helping others find their own strength and fulfill their own potential, you become part of a process that is always there in the continuum. Then, as your true identity begins to unfold and change the physical consciousness with which you used to perceive reality, you begin to see this reality as an opportunity to do some good, to help one another and express your own character as an eternal being. It becomes a conscious symbiotic relationship between the divine eternal self, emotional self the mental self and the physical self. In that awareness, you can understand your weaknesses, strengths, passions and lusts. You can care for your animal, not torturing it or denying it. You can understand yourself without guilt or shame, allow yourself to find happiness, prosperity and joy. Then, you will be part of a process in this day and time where the school of earth begins to close as the hard teacher.

The sweeping effect of the influences that are overtaking the earth, the conjunction of the influences of society, technology, environment, astronomy, astrology, and the consciousness of man, are all coming together for a real transformation. We are all part of this transformation and when you give up this incarnation with its limited perception in the darkness, and live your Legion that is eternal.

Should we refuse to see through the illusion? Should we refuse to step into the center of the light? The school of life is drawing to a close as we have known it. We are destined to graduate, one way or another. Give a LOVE in Deed, kind of sounds like" it's more blessed to give than receive", but some had to agreed to receive at this time. Let us each be here to fill our part, it goes with the love an being loved, a rather honor to both in fellowship. Standing in the truth of our eternal identities, we move into a choice and decision in this reality with the sense of perception we gained here (now or later), unfolding that perception for ourself as we help others come to understanding something each knows and doesn't. Finding the doorway Home, as you can receive in giving the reminder.

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